I feel a little confused. On the one hand I’m good, I’m happy(ish) with most aspects of my life – I’m great at my work, my colleagues and seniors respect me and give me due credit for my achievements. My relationship is steady and stable and fulfils most aspects of what a secure, loving one should be. Still there’s some thing that really grind my gears and hurt me. They make me angry. They make me wish horrible things and overall want to be not a nice human. This is because some of the people in my life and some of the choices I made which perhaps weren’t very well thought out – even if they did result in some good. Gah. Just need to vent every now and then and get it out of my system. As awesome as it is to marry your best friend sometimes it sucks because then the one person you want to vent to about your life (which includes them in a big way) can’t handle it.